Lately my wonderful husband has brought up the financial burdens we are about to endure. It's frustrating, because I feel like he is saying the things I was worried about before we decided to get pregnant. But before, he would just say "It will be ok!" and things like that. And now that I'm pregnant and not working...and won't be working, I'm worried that he is bringing up these concerns as well. I'm sure we will be ok, but now I feel guilty for no longer contributing financially.
So what has this lead me to do? Rack my brain for things that I can do as a new mom to help bring in some money. I wish I was naturally more creative so I could sell something online, but alas...I'm not. The only thing that I thought I could be good at is graphic prints, because those are always the things I like to doodle and stuff. But like an fool I deleted the Photoshop that came automatically on my computer years ago. So I don't have the software, and I'm not about to spend that much since I don't know how to use it.
But really, I just need to trust in YHWH. He will provide for us, and I think this was part of His plan for us. He will help us through, we just need to trust in him. I just need to remind myself not to worry so much and to be patient and not anxious. And if there is something for me to do to help provide, He will reveal it to me. Well, that is all for my ramblings for now.
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